My First Post

I have been back home now for two days after a short to Chicago. My first semester in college is finished and it is wonderful to be back home. My friends and I have hung out a bit and being with them again is absolutely amazing. It is however, not without its problems. First, i feel as if, once i returned, i have done nothing but been running around from one thing to the next with no time for my thoughts or reflection on my life. Secondly, there is this girl, not at college, but here, at home. She is amazing but I am in college in Texas and I tried the whole long distance thing once, and well, it didn't work. I fear that because of this i have destroyed even my friendship with her.

Change. Everyone I know here has changed, they are all different, some for the worse and some for the better. Many of the people who i have thought were good people have taken a turn for the horrible. My old high school is getting better and worse. Better, because they have new, and good, teachers. They have many new ad nice things to help with the education, things that i never had while i was there. Worse, because of the students there. Student wise, i believe our school is becoming less Christian all the time. Many of them have no respect for anyone, or anything. I have heard from several people that about every other week the men's, or should i say boy's, restroom is closed because someone is drawing male genitals all over the stalls. Every other week this happens. I love being home with them but it is so weird.

College. wow, college is wonderful. The friends i have made are absolutely amazing. The classes i have taken, the things i do, it is all amazing. It is truly and excellent time. I feel, that of everyone i am close to from my graduating class, that I of all people have not changed. Not only do I feel this, but I have been told this on several occasions. I am not sure whether or not it is a good thing. I see all, or most, of my friends have changed. They do things they never did before, they like things they never did before. I do and like the same things. What does that mean? Does it mean anything?

Well this is my first post on here and i think that pretty much sums up my life as of right now, i will keep you posted though.